Was contemplating whether or not should I call HIM to ask him if he wanted to meet.Before I can make my mind to call, he called me! And asked me to meet!!! =)Met at Raffles Place MRT station, he was talking on the phone. It was not long after that he put down the phone.It was also not long after that he received a message and had to make another call. He talked on the phone all the way from Raffles Place to Chinatown. Imagine, we went there by foot. So the amount of time spent on the phone and me walking alone.Was quited annoyed by it. How would you feel if the same thing happen to you.I still put on a smile, thinking that he would make up for the time lost.Instead, when we reached Amara, he just parted with a bye, without saying sorry at all. Me being me, I could not take it laying down. So I messaged him, telling him my unhappiness.I guess he knew that he was in the wrong this time. He did apologise. I also let the matter rest already.
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
12:22 AM
There is more reasons to now believe that I cannot wear that necklace and anything diamonds now.Thinking that just wearing it for a day will do no harm, I took the necklace out to wear to Priscilla's wedding.In November 2004, HE got me the neckalce. After wearing it, problems between us arose. He realised that it could be the neckalce that causes the string of problems and I had to take it off then.Since then, I did not wear it anymore.After wearing it on Saturday, a major quarrel broke out between us yesterday. It made me cry real hard and bad. I was so afraid that things would really come to an end then. I love him too much, till I cannot bear to lose him at all. I know he was in his most angry stage then. Till he bang the table...After sometime, we both cooled down and talked abit in a more cool manner.Things seems to be back to normal. We went to watch a movie just now. Followed by dinner at our favourite Lau Pa Sat.Sometimes, I really think that I am a bad girl. I do not want to let go of him. Stubborn and selfish? Yes I am. On the other hand, I am looking for another guy, knowing that there is no ending between us. Evil? Yes I am as well.What am I actually doing and thinking???But I think I will not and do not want to hide anything from him...I know he would like to see me be happy as well...
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
11:34 PM